The Waiting Continues

Another month to worry
Another month of hell
Another month of waiting
To find out if I'm well

Despite the words of others
Despite their faith and hope
The worry gnaws at my psyche
Like a bride who has eloped

Although the pain subsides some
The symptoms still remain
The big C lies in hiding
Awaiting to play its game

For now I have to try
And take it day by day
And move on with each moment
Enjoying life without delay

awaiting

awaiting answers
to so many
questions
i've yet to ask
but soon will
will his vast
knowledge
and his expertise
give me the news
i need to hear
that i
long to hear
that i desperately
seek
are the days
numbered
or are they
innumerable
will i find the answers
tomorrow
or
will i have to wait
longer than i already have
so until then
i am
awaiting
answers
to so many questions

Time Warp

Across the years
Maneuvering thru a wormhole
On target with the psyche
A voice bursts forth
Revealing itself
Awakening
Acknowledging
Refraining
Yet
Rewarding
Calming
Reassuring
Evolving
And making one wonder
Why
This wasn't possible
Until
Now...