sorry?

has your laughter stopped
has the joke subsided
have you ceased talking
about me
as the freaks decided

that as pathetic as I am
and as pathetic as I'll be
you've never tire
of making fun of me

i give you the ammo
i give you the gist
you take it you break me
and yet you're still pissed

i promised you nothing
yet i gave you my love
but you always wanted more
than i was capable of

i wish you no ill
i wish you the best
yet you treat this life of mine
like a cold game of chess

i look to tomorrow
as a way to divulge
all these feelings i have
that you can't expunge

please leave me alone
and just let me be
and live in your misery
for eternity