Saturday, May 20, 2017

Be Damned

Always here for you,
Empty words
No meaning,
No feeling.
Spoken
But never meant,
Never felt,
A vast crevasse
of
Lies
Upon
More lies.

Someone needs to be
The one
Who finally decides
This farce
Has found its
End.
Someone needs to make
The
First Move.

That someone is now
Me.
I'm walking
Away.

End game.

Wednesday, May 03, 2017

Trapped Soul




Circular webbing
A rainbow of sorts
With
Convoluted colors
Raging
Smashing
Enveloping and caressing
Holding on
Vastly
Yet
Tenderly and compassionately.
A confused self
Trapped in a time warp
And open sea of despair.
Feelings and urges
So much taboo
That promises
Fulfillment
Yet guilt in its
Pleasure.
Want of taste
Want of touch
Forbidden fruits
That I so desire
Yet I must deprive myself
And face the uncertain
Reality ahead.
What is rapture
That I remain
Behind,
Secluded,
Trapped,
Imprisoned.
There is no freedom
There is no justice
There’s that which is in my mind
And that
Will have to
Suffice.


Conceived from the bent mind of one
Charlie Stout
March 30, 2017
11:28AM

Thursday, April 27, 2017

Time To Move On?

I'm toying with the idea of closing down my blog.

Several reasons have brought this to mind, one being that I really don't "enjoy" sharing my thoughts with others any longer. I don't think that there's many of my Faithful Few left, if any, and I can write for myself without posting it on this page.

So, with my waning interest and with a loss of my core audience, I think I'll give it a month or so and make my decision then.

I'm interested to see if anyone is interested in me continuing this...

Sunday, December 11, 2016

hellidays

shrouded in darkness
enveloped by the swelling
of intermittent heartbeats
casting one forward
into the arms of the
demon
who awaits
patiently
smiling with realization
that another soul
is being added to the legion
he already possesses....

'tis the season.......

Friday, November 18, 2016

Exit

I'm always here for you...

Empty words, meaningless.

No action to follow those words.

Typical bullshit.

I'm gone....

Wednesday, November 09, 2016

final word

...the endgame has begun...

God help us all....