fighting for position

reasons
many
conclusions
few
never knowing what to say
never knowing what to do
on course for a collision
imminent disaster on the way
confusion
abounding
decisions
none
despite all good intentions
nothing ventured
nothing fun
setting sights straight ahead
not looking to the left or to the right
won't make much difference
what happens each day
or what transpires each night
life
fleeting
moments
sparse
listening to all those words
and realizing it's just a farce
yet despite all the lies
broken promises
empty words
some that were spoken
better left
unheard
reality
sucks
delivers
pain
regardless of what happened
much was gambled
but nothing gained
the conclusion
unrevealing
empty heart
empty
head
moving on in the present direction
won't make much difference
going to still
end up
dead